Forbidden Love
"What does it feel like, waiting weeks for her to call?”
"I thought you hated her".
"I want to know"
"You have to hear this with an open mind, a cracked heart and a soul on fire– and only then you recognize the rate at which my heart, beats for people who no longer feel the same".
"Intense."
He looks up slowly, as though his skull is made of lead.
"She calls n it feels like you’re in utter ecstasy; you don’t remember the pain."
"She hangs up. It’s fine. You’re happy. A day or so goes by, the high wears off; You crash hard. You realize he doesn’t miss you at all."
"Of course you can't be mad at her. She's not 'yours'. You can’t bear to break her like she broke you, so you don’t say a word."
"She’s still looking at you with those eyes. You realize that maybe she doesn’t even know what she does to you, so you don’t say anything.."
"...you love her still. That’s what it feels like. It feels like limping around with the world’s worst hangover."
"This. Has. To. Stop!"
He squeezed his eyes shut & thought for a moment. "It's never a good feeling. I'm one clumsy human-always loving, never leaving.”
The end.
p/s: "How do you unlove someone, who has always loved another? Apa berdosakah saya mencintai seseorang yang tidak layak tuk' dicintai?"
"I thought you hated her".
"I want to know"
"You have to hear this with an open mind, a cracked heart and a soul on fire– and only then you recognize the rate at which my heart, beats for people who no longer feel the same".
"Intense."
He looks up slowly, as though his skull is made of lead.
"She calls n it feels like you’re in utter ecstasy; you don’t remember the pain."
"She hangs up. It’s fine. You’re happy. A day or so goes by, the high wears off; You crash hard. You realize he doesn’t miss you at all."
"Of course you can't be mad at her. She's not 'yours'. You can’t bear to break her like she broke you, so you don’t say a word."
"She’s still looking at you with those eyes. You realize that maybe she doesn’t even know what she does to you, so you don’t say anything.."
"...you love her still. That’s what it feels like. It feels like limping around with the world’s worst hangover."
"This. Has. To. Stop!"
He squeezed his eyes shut & thought for a moment. "It's never a good feeling. I'm one clumsy human-always loving, never leaving.”
The end.
p/s: "How do you unlove someone, who has always loved another? Apa berdosakah saya mencintai seseorang yang tidak layak tuk' dicintai?"
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